lifecouldbeadream

i miss waking up at 6:10am. i miss skipping breakfast. i miss walking to another bus stop to meet H on the bus. i miss deciding to meet early and buying our breakfast together because we were late quite often. i miss meeting E at central and walking to school tgt. i miss morning assemblies. i miss holding onto each other hands' while walking down. i miss recess. i miss canteen food. i miss my habit of skipping recess and eating only during lunch. i miss my friends saying "you eating? oh ya you dont eat during recess". i miss AL and her potato. i miss teasing H. i miss K coming over to my table to talk to me. i miss my clique's usual spot and gets upset when others take it. i miss monday's curry rice and wednesday's prawn noodles. i miss standing outside of class everytime after break. i miss my seating arrangement. i miss telling Miss Lam how much E loves her during English. i  miss doodling during maths. i miss playing around with E during chinese. i miss fucking up chemistry. i miss biology practical. i miss trying to be a genius during humanities. i miss drifting away during literature. i miss the feeling of accomplishment during poa. i miss wearing cotton pe shirt during pe. i miss school events (especially cross country, cheering competition and racial harmony carnival). i miss hanging around after school. i miss the girls. i miss night study. i miss calling K "kwon jiyong" instead of her name. i miss not having CCAs. i miss small h2h talks with AY. i miss J and her happiness. i miss walking home with H (it was really far). i miss the girls coming over to my house after school. i miss PPG. i miss lunch dates with E. i miss going to the dnt workshop to see the dnt students rush their work and helping the girls with their cover. i miss playing running man in school. i miss helping the 3 to take photos with their crush lol lol lol. i miss you, i miss thursdays. i miss writing my name, register number, date and class. i miss rushing homework in class. fuck, i miss everything about school. this are only what i can currently think of. i think i really felt the missing piece when i started working. (i really hate working, im so glad im ending on 22nd dec) everything is just wrong. i miss school. damn it i miss school ok you guys i havent even attended detention before. can we all just return to term 1? where it was far from o'lvls and leaving school? when we could still afford to play a little and fall in love? can we all?